oh, no

all become true...
i'm not 4B student already...
4E
althought 4E is better now
but i'm still suspecting to my decided
to stay in science class
i hate chemistry
hate science
that's me...

i have been think
to change to the other class
the class which has ERT and art
and take one more subject, biology
but when i see shu wen cry
for her class
i hesitate and i start to scare

today morning
teacher said that the 'rancangan sekolah khas'
could help us to change our school
the school are...
SMK raja perempuan
SMK raja permaisuri bainun
SMK jalan tasek
i think...
i would like to change my school
to my aunt's secondary school
SMK raja perempuan
i think that i can very relieve
to chose what i want there

i go home and ask my mom
"mom, may i change my school?"
"if you think your school is lapsap,
then raja perempuan more lapsap than you school "
that's the answer of my mom
again
i dissapointed

so suffer to continue my form 4 study life
need to read extra
including what i'm not interested
so suffer

form4 = nightmare
my friend said
just right
haizZ